so I went to my socialblade today…
I should really not go there again… I clearly outlined though where I was at certain parts in ‘13 and ‘14…
gotta honestly say.. when I just started being myself… I improved, I got better and now I am seeing patterns here… and, it is scaring the pejebus out of me…
I only mention the Business Sense because, I look at these graphs for class all the time in terms of just analyzing them..
I am freaked out because, of what I am thinking may happen in the coming months/year…
So I feel it is time to give ya’ll a brief overview of my channel’s history.. and, you can let me know if I should do something special for the 1,500 sub/ 2,000 sub milestone I am considering Omegle or MORE LIVESTREAMS hahah
My Youtube History
(Channel History Summarized)
When I had originally played with youtube a little bit.. it was around 2006/2007.. I made little AMV’s and sturf… I have closed the channel now because, I didnt use the channel.. all that much. <small><small><small>(I can still bring it/them back though hahaha youtube doesnt permanently remove channels)</small></small></small>
(Started doing YouTube) -June 2011-
Originally I started youtube with my brother. You can even still see videos of when I was still there.
Being that it was back then however, I was good on most days and, it was just fantastic but, part of the reason I needed to grow up was because, I couldn’t read people. I couldn’t see what was in front of my nose… I was blinded by a misinterpretation of emotion due to my own emotions being compromised by my own growth.
I look to constantly improve and, looking back I saw a part of me I had long forgotten… I still play with my brother every now and then but, back then.. It had been turning into a business and, everything about me screams against that sort of process.. I like to have things be fun for everyone and, I don’t like being the one who is picked on. So eventually when I had gotten picked on to the point of emotional rage… well things happened IRL and, I had to stop.
but, the people and friends I had made in and, with that group are still nice to me and, we chat once in a while.
I never really got mad at them all the time I just.. was picked on because, I was a derpface. hehe and I couldn’t see they were just being nice and funny by messing with me.
I was just really stupid I guess… but, I didnt have much experience socially to begin with.
(Channel History Summarized)
The channel started off has a Machinima channel with my friend AussieMudkipz and, we were friends with Izzysplanet back then who had his own set of channels, and ran a series called the MinecraftTales.. It was a big deal 2/3 years ago…
but, to sum it up..
In 2012 I was just the stupidest derp you’d ever seen.. I was a perv, an idiot, a angry little boy in his sad little world.. I had to grow up though.. I lost a ton of friends in this year because, I was trying to run it the way my brother would.. or atleast the way I had interpreted it. Which was the Business Sense thing… I don’t like to talk much about it anyways.
and, thats where 2013 came in.
As things went from 2012 to 2013 I began to change into who you know now.. I made a ton of new LP’r friends and, began on my way to turning into a Lets Play Channel and, non-Machinima.
I used the Animation talent I had recently discovered from high school for a few animated shorts and, I even did a few bad quality videos with everything I knew.. I was just coming out of my derpy phase of my life. I was improving and, innovating my channel from scratch. Tinkering with my abilities and what I knew I could do.
and, thats where we come to the ‘13 - ‘14 (present day)
As you can see I’ve changed quite a lot from back then.. and, I still believe I have quite a lot to improve on myself and, the channel itself.
I hope you guys can stick around for the trip to WHATEVER AMOUNT OF SUBSCRIBERS I END UP STOPPING AT HAHAhahah x3
Have a nice day!
and, if you’re just finding me now.. feel free to check me out!